trust

 a-Yo

actually, what is mean by the title??

to them..

yes, my license still not valid
but can you trust me a bit?
not much just a little..

to them,
you know how much i hurt
when i looked a smile at your face
that sure a sincerely apologize
but in different state
tht you really dont put a faith on me

why?
we have been a friend
quite a long time
a long journey
and a huge spectacle we have been through
still
no trust?

to them,
i respect on wht you think
although it break my hearts

it so much hurt
take a time to bandage it
for sure it hurt

to them
for what have you done for me
thank you
bcause
this make me know
what level of friendship we have right now

to them..
thank you
thank you
thank you

pleaseeee

to that girl

please

please

please


take a good rest

take a good sleep

take a deep breath

take a good food

and pray..

remember Allah

and study!!
exam is the day after tomorrow
you realize right??

so please...

just be with me

to that somebody...

i like you
i adore you
i miss you
i wanna meet you
all the good things happens to me right now
i really want to share with you

but
the fact
i am nobody for you
me only a person
who will be missed
in text or in comment of some page in internet

me..someone who will never enter in your dream
some said,
when you missing somebody
you keep be the part of dream
good nor bad i dun event care
just to be part in that
pleased me tooooo much

and you
are the part of the dream
who making a rainbow
so the after rain
it still will make me smile

just be with me
yup
im greedy..

tears and laugh

to that girl..

tears may comes when the heart are flutter with the rhythm of happiness...
or it may fall when the word limit is exist in her mind..

bear the sadness
bear the madness
until when she loses the guard
simply it decided to crack the wall..
then that the time she feel lose.

laugh is meaningless
how can she laugh
when the situation around her not even single looking at her
the people only looked outside not inside
they looked her like she gonna live happily ever after
meanwhile that time
she is breathing to die like an evil
 in fairy tales..

smile,laugh and tears
the chain may not possibly break from her
the chain may just have one key
the key that  only the one can open

from somebody

that the girl still waiting....

wish it was you

to that man ...

this is what my heart like to say

I wish it was you, the person who will laugh with me

I wish it was you, the person who will walk with me

I wish it was you — on our way back home in the late evening,

The one person who will passionately hug me

I’m afraid it will all disappear if I tell you

So I’ve hidden these words without anyone knowing

I really wish it was you, do you know how I feel?

Because my love is like breathing, I can’t hide it

I can’t let go of you, who is turning away right now

It hurts but for you, I need to say goodbye now

There is just so much to say

But I can’t say it and I miss you so I call your name again

I wish it was me, the person who is next to you right now

I can’t let go of you, who is turning away right now

It hurts but for you, I need to…

For you, I need to say goodbye now

i mybe nobody..

like a wind howling in winter

it is looked like might to hurt someone

believe me

i'm just a sky

who always find a way to comfort you from the heat of sun

to that man

i still looking at you

complicated chapter one

salam alaik..

never intend this blog will ever be read by any person..
just it was meant to be publish to tell the heart the wrong and good time..
 logic or maybe broken of  story sometimes..
lack in languages..
mybe more in talk..
i even dun know..

my heart need to talk..
cause it squeeze me until i was tied
pushing me far from the line
where i was meant to learn about life..

some days are difficult
some days are easy to get breath..

yet, i was the one..
who the heart need to talk louder..
even it will never be heard..
it still can comfort one life..
to remain the smile of the soul
of the body of one girl..

here me.... this me.... only me